sad & scared
non-binary, sex-negative nature-admirer currently resident in Bremen. My prints are available at https://www.etsy.com/shop/trashedyWinter 2019 Improvisation with D-05 synthesizer and custom wooden midi-keyboard
Whoever wants music instead of noise, joy instead of pleasure, soul instead of gold, creative work instead of business, passion instead of foolery, finds no home in this trivial world of ours.
Hermann Hesse (via ampliflyahhhh)
Mother Duck with Ducklings, screen print, 2018, Edwina Carr
Can you understand? Someone, somewhere, can you understand me a little, love me a little? For all my despair, for all my ideals, for all that - I love life. But it is hard, and I have so much - so very much to learn.
Sylvia Plath, The Journals of Sylvia Plath (via hollowstimulation)
Remind Yourself;
- People leave
- Life goes on
- It is what it is
- Everything is temporary
- Don’t over think, and;
- Let it go
It may sound a little silly, but in 2019 i am intending to record a new video once a week. This is also is because i want to try to fight back depression and recover some of the artistic desires i lost in the recent years.
So here is a session with an out of tune toy piano, i bought second hand recently.
“Are you happy to be alive?“ she asked. “I don’t know. I didn’t have a choice in this. There are special days that make life totally worth living, and others that seem more like I’ve landed in some hell.” She was listening to me, and then listening for a while more inside herself. “I would probably still choose life, just for those special days.”— Sereno Sky, “Lonely Traveller”